Should have gone to orchard today with peiying and jiaqing.. except that the rain had to come and that i left my wallet in my dad's car.. hmm speaking of which, tomorrow's father's day.. don normally do anyting much, but still a nice meal would be nice.. yeah

Training today was a bloody waste of time.. din even have training.. went to ulu pandan cc to train.. in the end, only 5 ppl turned up.. really screwed-up. Was damn pissed-off. Played soccer with some other ppl at the cc for warm up.. ha, quite fun actually. that was the only thing we did there.. cca bonding i suppose. crap..

I guess the only good thing about the new victoria school being just opposite my house is that i can play basketball there.. otherwise, it sucks that victoria school is here.. hate it actually.. just destroys the environment.. Arrgh

Whatever, went pooling today.. haven't pooled for a long time.. too long in fact.. but hey, i still can play quite well.. was quite on form today .. yay =) Need to play more.. haha... Was playing with ren cong, then kenneth koh and ziming came.. then we played bballers vs judokas.. quite fun.. thrashed them 7-2.. amusing.. yeah. damn fun, must do it more often.. and pool at mambo at lucky is quite nice.. Ok, so that was my major achievement for today. Pooling

Arrgh, should fix my blog soon.. sucks.. i suck

Was doing nothing much at home today.. and i don't like doing this.. Spent my time thinking about secondary school.. some nice memories, but many things which i could have done much much better.. some things really should have turned out better.. then maybe i woouldn't have been in the sad state i am in now.. Right now, it looks even worse.. Actually, it is just the screwed-up way i am that i am like this.. and i better do something, or rather alot about it.. damn. This is bad.. Confidence confidence..

Should be a similar day tomolo.. but at least will be going town for a breather later in the noon.. to scout for basketball jerseys.. cuz there was some screw-up with the ones we were ordering.. delayed for 2 months.. crappy converse.. must get some crap shit one asap.. to tide us over.. ha

no.. my blog looks fine on my comp.. but i noe it looks shit.. why. help.

Just want to share this song.. something close to my heart, cuz it's our ri class of 2002 batch song.. it's a different version of some wartime song.. quite cool. it's called "Voices that Care"

Lonely fear lights up the sky
Can't help but wonder why
We're so far away

Then, you didn't have a friend
To lend a helping hand
Life can be so strange

But now we're reaching out to you
Doesn't matter who
As long as we are friends

And i won't turn my back on you
Our friendship will be true
Never let it end

Stand tall, stand proud
Voices that care are crying out loud
And when you close your eyes tonight
Feel in your heart how our love burns bright

We are the voice, we are the light

Stand tall, stand proud
Voices that care are crying out loud
And when you close your eyes tonight
Feel in your heart how our love burns bright

We are the voice and the guiding light
Feel in your heart how our love burns bright

Ha, just reached home not long ago from Northpoint.. northpoint.. wow, a little far from home.. took ages to finally step into my house.. arrgh.. don't go that place for outing again!! but the food court there is like one of the better ones i've been to. not bad at all.. but how come today was quite sian ar ppl.. haha, guess it's damn grea that we could meet up.. really cherish these times.. really. ha.
Oh yes, still cant believe that we took the wrong bus.. 812.. damn. i saw the other boarding place, but it's like wth.. why 2 freaking boarding places?? so sorry ppl ha. got an unwanted tour of yishun, to sembawang, to khatib mrt and back to interchange then go again.. wtf.. waste time.. guess it wasn't that bad.. but having to go up to the bus driver 3 times to ask.. not so good...
will try study some thing tmr and fri.. so sat can go out again.. yeah, and training today was such a waste of time.. only 2 hours of doing nothing.. better pick up soon.. but common test coming, can't do much.. we're gonna play ac in an unofficial match first thing after common test. yeah, can whip ass.. i hate ac, to the core..

i love asphirox.. ha

Yesterday was a waste of time.. yes, stayed home da whole day.. ha with no motiavation to do work.. damn, it's bad cuz i really haf much to catch up.. dunnoe what will happen. common test's killing me.. or rather the thought of it..
guy's supposed to get the com in yesterday, ended up delivering it only today. arrgh..

Hmm, using new com now.. not say very good.. and new fone too. anyway, going off for training now.. always good to shoot hoops before training starts.

Shit, not looking forward to a day of mugging tomorrow.. arrgh, save me.
Nvr mind, sleep is good for now. can forget all my worries for some time.

It's gone, so why does it still hurt?

Wah, everyone so busy, hard to organise OG outing.. HOW??

Yeah, finally about today. tried studying mitosis in the morning. still quite confused.. need to revise again. Anyway, went to watch bruce almighty today..it rox.. jim carrey is good.. he rocks.. wah, then after that, fabian went to eat at yoshinoya(at cine).. then when we were leaving, he pulled the door handle and the phreaking thing fell off.. real cool.. we just like walked away a little quickly.. and the people were like staring at the two of us.. and some even siamed us.. wth.. like fabian was saying he won't be back there soon. ha

Hmm, blogger finally worked for me.. that calls for a celebration. Anyway, kept posts during this absence.. which are below..

Sunday 8/6/03
Fuck my brother.. that piece of shit had the freaking nerve to take my phone, and somemore deleted all my messages.. all of them, those i've kept for a long time... screw him, if there is anyone who should just disappear from here, yes. For those who don't know, yeah, he's sucks.. should just go screw off. knew that had been coming sometime now.. shit. real pissed-off.
Anyway, don't know if he did anything else stupid, so sorry to anyone who received messages from my number on sat night.. bloody shit.

The worst part of this is that i had kept messages from long ago.. each meant something to me.. sheesh.


Sorry about that.. was just real pissed.. who wouldn't be? Anyway, was a rather ok day today.. did nothing much.. recently been trying to get my parents to go to unexplored hawker centres eat.. went to one at eunos today, nothing exciting, just a simple lunch.. arrgh. must find better places soon to get good food..
Still feeling damn off, like a part of me's been chipped off.

What the fuck is wrong with blogger.. can't seem to get in.. really bad.. but i seem to depend so much on blogger.. dunnoe, maybe to communicate or something.. watever.



Saturday, 7/6/03

first, explaining my lack of an entry yesterday(friday). Was at class bbq at ming chuan's house.. ended up damn late.. anyway, had a good time there.. enjoyed doing the food, though the smoke killed me again and again.. well, mr lee brought his wife along too.. haha, real fun.. and we were crapping so much.. btw, lee chee keong has good taste.. haha. out of point. was generally a good nite, except of one incident. cuz the guys threw zheng yuan into the pool, but due to some shit, he hit the side of the pool deck, damn ouch.. was damn bad. affected our mood quite a bit.. safety first.. lesson learnt.

Had a great training today. was simply wonderful.. still slack times i think, so i should enjoy it while i can.. i will forever.. our plays are looking a little better, but still quite luan4. but it takes time.. oh yah, donald joined our trainings now.. quite cool..
just realised my holidays will be quite sian.. nothing much on.. besides trainings.. so will have to find ways to entertain myself.. pple pls help.. haha

"I had the confidence, but it vanished as soon as i saw you."


Hmm, just gave my phone to my sis today.. passed it to her friend who was going to melbourne.. will be getting a new phone soon, dunnoe what, probably nothing much.. wanted a colour phone but my dad din want.. damn.